TODAY...!!!! Is probably one of my WORST days since the start of my poly life around three years ago... Nothing went right at all!! And it fustrates me!!

FIRST! In the morning, when I went to my first class, we actually have to go and download and install some necessary softwares from the Internet. BUT, I can't get access to the DAMNED Internet despite the connection says that it's already CONNECTED!! Darn it!! I tried a few more times and it still doesn't work!! WHAT IS THIS?!?! AND, the very stupid thing is... it's ONLY MINE which doesn't work!!! DARN THE CONNECTION!!! (curse the stupid thing!! !@#$%^&!@#$%)

SECOND! I thought me and my group mates were gonna meet up together to go do the project together! BUT NO! AND, it wasn't until the very last class ended when I went to ask them myself that they TOLD us, that we are meeting ONLINE to do it! I'm like... WHAT!!!!! I already told my grandma that I'm going out to do project with my friends and she didn't cook my dinner! ANOTHER case of irresponsible... git, or whatever they are called. When they said a few days before to do the project tonight, they didn't mention anything else, so both me and my friend thought that we're gonna meet and do together! The BEST part is that they didn't even TRY to clear up the mistake with us at all!! Grrrrr!!!! I felt like chewing their heads off at that moment! (vein msn emo...)

LAST!! Is the stupid fact that AGAIN that same person came and irritate me AGAIN today!! IS YESTERDAY NOT ENOUGH?!?! Does she have to do that for TWO consecutive days in a row?? There is this friend with me as my classmate for the rest of this semester, and SHE DEMANDED to know her name. I never told her, and SHE anyhow came up with a stupid-ass name call 'prata' for my friend! Just now, when I'm in the lab, and it happens to have msn, i signed in, and SHE came to talk to me. Out of nothing, she started on the 'prata' thing again! I told her to stop it and that my friend has a name!! SHE got the GUTS to say that my friend has no name and is therefore called 'prata'! I replied by saying that if my friend has no name, SHE doesn't have one either! Which she says she has a very NICE name, nice INDEED. So I called HER a damn ass for calling my friend names, and she told me to be more lady-like. I said that towards HER, there's no reason or need to be. And SHE said I'm ACTING IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS!!! What IS THIS?? And now I'm a HYPOCRITE??!? WHO'S THE ONE!! I'm only just standing up for my friend! I ABSOLUTELY HATED people who got the GUTS and the FACE to come to me and call my friends or family, NAMES!!! Yesterday, after the crap about me eating alone and going CCA alone, she acts as though nothing happened the rest of the day! Not to mention, that last time she's in a war with one of the guys in the CCA, and she can still smile in front of him!! WHO'S THE HYPOCRITE!!! If I'm acting, if I'm fake, SHE'S true!?!? Don't make me puke... I've like ALWAYS helped her when she needs it! And, she didn't do anything in return! IS that how SHE treats me!? GREAT, isn't it? SHE'S such a GREAT FRIEND!!! (dxr!!! And this emo's like not even half enough to use it against what I'm feeling right now... kill!!! KOROSU, SHI NE!!!!)

I wanted and DO feel like I wanted to give her a punch in the face for saying that! I don't have a wonderful temper, that I know, but at least I'm all out for my friends and family! There isn't a single person who had pit themselves against my family, (or.. my friends) who will be safe from my wrath... in many forms, curses, hexes, voodoos, or they'll definately get a earful from me, making it straight that it's not gonna happen again! Just, think, if you're the one who SHE called your friend names, would you like it? And I really do wonder what she's taught all these years of schooling. It just looks like she's still stuck in the super spoilt brat of a primary school kid mind! Now, even the word, 'childish' seems like too good a word to be used on her! I really ran out of words!

Luckily, I've always and will have Raiin to listen to my blabberings... And since we're kinda stuck in the similiar mud of problems, we can always offer each other advise. Like I said, Rai, we can't live without each other!! (laughs, msn emo!! Haha... I know it's mushy... but it's true...) Since I'll probably go commit suicide if I'm alone in these GOD-DAMNED situations!! Though I'll also probably go make sure that offending prat never lives to see the next sunrise before I did!!(evil laughs!!!)