I swear my dad is going to be the death of me! I really don't know what he is thinking about. This year when I told him I'll be applying again for the Universities, he didn't respond. Then, right after I applied, he told me to go and work first, don't study yet. I simply retorted: Aren't I working right now? Then, yesterday, he go on about the economic recession. And AGAIN he told me to go work first and study only after I got enough money... which just seems to me that he don't want to pay for my studies and want me to pay for it myself. Everyone else says that it's better to go study during this time of recession, but he's the ONLY one who says the opposite! WTH?! I really don't know what else to say. ANd last night, he suddenly come pick a fight with me, AGAIN. Out of nothing he asks for my bank book. I refused to return him. I have been keeping it with me for so long, and it wasn't like I'll go do something stupid with it and if he only want it to go update, I can just update it myself, right? Then, he and my younger sister started quarrelling, about her ATM card. =.= One side wants the card back - my dad. The other doesn't want to give it back, since he refuses to give her her pocket money - my sis. And the damn card is with me. What was I suppose to do? I was already kinda pissed off my his stupid comments before, so I got real agitated. I actually scold the 'F***' word and threw the card at them. Then, after that, he shouted at me all those old retorts which I can already memorise. I didn't care. It's not my fault if he comes and picks fights with me. He's the one with the problem. Every parent wants their child to study and graduate with a degree. He's the only freaking one who doesn't. And he thinks it's a waste of his money to let me study University. I really don't know what kind of father he is.

I actually saw this on Sunday... And I put it on my msn nickname for a couple of days...


Someone STOLE/COPIED my fic!!!!


OMG!! I was so damn shocked! Who would have known that this kind of thing would actually really happen to me. That night, I was surfing through ff.net for more ideas on my new fic... and I came across this fic, with the same title as mine (except mine was named 'Puzzles' and the one I found was named 'Puzzle'). The summary put something like he/she wrote it after watching the Puzzle doujinshi video on youtube. I was curious that someone had actually did the same thing I did, so, wanting to know how he/she wrote it, I clicked onto that fic. But after reading a few lines into the fic, I was stunned. Why did it look so much like the one I wrote?

It was freaking impossible! So I continued reading. And by the time I finish skimming through that fic, I was totally speechless. It really WAS mine. WTH?! There is simply no way two people who don't even know each other can write out completely similar fics with exactly the same plot and concept just by reading the same doujinshi! I opened my own fic and made a comparison. There were even word for word paragraphs and sentences! I can think of no other way to explain this besides saying that he/she had stole/copied my fic. The only differences that I can find, is that, he/she had removed almost half of my details and descriptions, replaced some words and divided it into 4 chapters, whereas mine was full and is an one-shot fic.

It was like that person had only copied my fic whole sale, paste it into Word, deleted all my details and alot of descriptions, edited some words and posted it as he/she's own. I had knew about the doujinshi video in youtube a long time ago, and that person who made the video did actually read my fic, and even posted the link to my fic on her video page, recommending it. I had known about this ever since I saw a review that actually says it, and I did went to confirm it.

It was like this person saw the link there, read the fic, like it, then did all those removing and editing and claim it as his/her own. This is totally unacceptable!! Even if it was only the flashback translation of the doujinshi I had done in my fic, they should have asked. (I spent a lot of time translating it in full details!) I was so shocked that I kinda... screamed. Haha... And I went to comment that person on it, but he/she didn't reply(expected... =.=)

Oh well... there's this Japan fansite that I went to, the fics written there was really good... and they inspire me to start writing again... I was thinking of using some of the concept and ideas in there... so I ended up emailing that site master... but she still didn't reply me yet... Though, the chance that she might not reply at all is high... since I typed the whole email in English and she's Japanese... Zzzzz....

It's the 15th of February now... and today, it's Shun's birthday!



Happy Birthday, Shun-san~~!!


お誕生日おめでとうございます、シュンさん～～！！

Been quite some time since I posted... again. =P

It's a whole week late, but I went out with my PSchool friend last saturday! It's been years since we last met each other! We went for a movie, and spent the rest of the time walking around and chatting. There seemed to be endless things to talk about and we only stop when we reach our busstops to go home. I really had a great time! It's been so long since we went out together too. Haha... now, we're going to be plotting on how to catch someone...

This week is a rush! Me and my other colleagues are rushing for the uni application! LOL! I kept sending emails and bugging the lecturers and supervisors to help me write a testimonial. And I had only managed to get one this week... My PEM was so nice to help me write it out within a day! I couldn't thank him enough! The only problem is... that he spelt my name wrongly... throughout the whole testimonial... (=.=) But well... since my IC number is in there.. it's fine... since my sec school's testimonial had also spelling mistakes in my name... Waiting for the others to finish.. once I receive them, I'll be sending all the documents to the uni!


Because I got wind that Ulquiorra has once again come out in the manga, I went to read the recent few chapters. And I was not disappointed! He had finally released his sword~~~!!! Yay!!!! Haha.. I was super high and hyper upon seeing it! It's so nice~~~ He's got wings~~~ Though... I see a big problem in the storyline... There seems to be completely no way... Ichigo can win Ul... since he couldn't even win Nnoitra. If he does win... there's something wrong there. Might be my fangirling craze.. but I absolutely don't want him to win my Ul!! (Though the mangaka would probably draw that... since that strawberry is still the main character... =.=) I curse you boy! Shoo, shoo, go away, you strawberry!